Journey: A New Beginning
Embark on a transformative journey with me as I share my personal experiences, challenges overcome, and invaluable lessons learned. Discover how I navigated obstacles and achieved significant personal growth. Let’s start this journey together!
Key Learned on the Path to Transformation
Embarking on a journey of personal transformation is filled with invaluable lessons. These insights, gleaned from overcoming challenges and celebrating successes, offer a roadmap for your own growth. By understanding and applying these key takeaways, you can navigate your path with greater clarity and purpose, accelerating your personal evolution.
My dating life
I always thought by 45 I’d have it all figured out. The career, the home, the partner
Burning Man
I was dreaming to go to BM for 10 years
The Prince
I met my prince online. French from France...
My life in Winnipeg
My life in Winnipeg
The move
I was standing in my Winnipeg apartment, surrounded by boxes, wondering how my life turned into this wild, beautiful leap
A New Life in a Tiny Canadian Village
December in this tiny village feels like stepping into a snow globe, doesn’t it? I mean, I traded skyscrapers and honking taxis for this—snow so deep it swallows your boots, and a sky so clear you can see every star.
Early problems
It started small, but it’s gnawing at me. Prince who used to light up when he saw me, now pulls away when I reach for him.
Was I betraying myself
I started to dig dipper and realized that I was not true to myself. I did see the early signs that it may not work out. His reactions on textst and jealosy . Also our goals didn't seem to match
Valentines Day
I thought tonight would be romantic, a chance to feel close again, to bridge the distance I’ve been feeling. I spent hours in the kitchen, chopping vegetables, seasoning steaks, setting the table with candles I bought from the only shop in town. I wanted it to be perfect, a moment to remind us why I left everything for him. But instead of romance, I got a fight that tore me apart.
The turning point
Tonight was supposed to be simple—a quiet dinner at the only restaurant in town, just steak and wine, a chance to feel close after weeks of distance. Instead, it turned into a nightmare, and all I can think is: I don’t deserve this.
Started questioning myself
This village is so quiet, it’s like the world’s holding its breath. I mean, I wanted quiet, didn’t I? I thought a place like this, this speck of a village with one gas station and a store., would be… I don’t know, simpler. A fresh start in your late 40s. A chance to figure out who I am when I’m not just another face in the crowd. But now I’m here, and I’m wondering if I got it all wrong.
I felt lonely
The loneliness creeps in, whispering that I’ve made a mistake, that I ignored the signs
Talk to angels
One day, scrolling YouTube to drown out the silence, I stumbled across this podcast—a man talking about connecting with angels. It sounded so silly, so out there, but it sparked something in me, a curiosity I couldn’t shake.
Look for signs and ask questions
I’ve been lost, questioning everything, but lately, I’ve been looking for signs, asking questions of the universe, or angels, or whatever’s out there.
Astrologies
to confirm my doubts, I did something I never thought I’d do: I turned to an astrologer to calculate our compatibility, to see if the stars could explain this mess.
Did I want this?
I was facing a truth I couldn't ignore. Do I want this life as it is right now? The answer is a resounding no.
Small changes
I decided to start making changes, right here, right now, to clear my mind and find the clarity to decide what’s next.
First purchases
I’ve decided to act like the CEO of my own life, and it’s changing everything.
Mentally preparing for the move
It was april 10 researching, entering gorups, looking for when I startred search I was terrified
Is this the right decision
I was looking at him and couldn't imagine my life without him
Mantra I love you, I accept you, I forgive you, I am grateful
Preparation
I was looking at him and couldn't imagine my life without him
Mantra I love you, I accept you, I forgive you, I am grateful
The day
I was looking at him and couldn't imagine my life without him
Mantra I love you, I accept you, I forgive you, I am grateful
First days in Montreal
Volunteering
Meeting people
Experimenting
Groups
Events
Planner filled
Shakira
Ottawa
Too much
I started digging and reserching
I had paprers wverywhere sticky notes , notepads of all sizes and colors
It's gotten really overwhelming
Each morning I woke up and had no idea what to do I knew I needed some sort of a structure
But keep living this chaotic life hoping it would make sense one day
Coping with break up
Meditations, going to pain, THC oil
What to do next
pray
Decide on a small changes
Why do I keep repeatimg scenarios Loss
Honesty
anger
slf love
routine